crushes

I had a realization tonight after talking to my sister. It's been a really long time since I've had a crush. A good, old fashioned crush. Where your heart starts pounding when you see or talk to that person...and sometimes, even when you talk about or hear someone else talk about that person. The kind of crush where you can't resist being just a little bit of a stalker. A crush where even if that person is a good friend of yours and you know it might screw up your friendship you still allow yourself to fall anyway. A crush where you just can't stand it. And that person is the person you want to spend all of your time with and tell all of your secrets to. But you're too afraid to do it.

Does anyone else know what I'm talking about?

I miss that.